QT lovin!

Well today was overall a very good day :) I was able to sleep in before class and enjoy the morning! As soon as I got up it was nice being able to see my beautiful baby sleep, even though his face wasn't towards me :/ I was there for three hours and occasionally I would be able to see his face for a couple seconds if I was lucky! It was very nice :) After getting ready I went to lunch and made my all time favorite sandwich! Which of course is a peanut butter honey banana one! It was so delicious! An instant orgasm in my mouth! Right After that I had Criminology at 12:30 and it was such a bust! I hated it! I have a project due on Thursday but I haven't done anything for it! uh oh! But I pretty much just laid on the couch until the gathering and it was much needed! I saw a couple clips of the Justin Beiber movie and I cant say im a fan...but oh well! He is one blessed child! I like the fact that he gives all the Glory to God, it was very awesome to see him setting that example to his fans! Des is doing so much better from the breakup! She is really going to the Lord for advice and I can see her growing spiritually from it! It really motivates me to become a better person because it gives me a reality check and makes me realize how selfish I am! As it became to be 8 Des, Nat, and I went to the gathering and it was so awesome! Probably one of my favorite ones so far! It was just a worship night but I loved all the songs they played, the only thing that was a bummer was the guy sitting behind me! He is seriously so loud! I couldn't concentrate on the Lord as much as I would have liked to but I do have to say I felt the need to crack up a few times! The Lord has a great sense of humor! When the gathering was over I was able to and check out all the different church's around the area and they all offered candy which was such a great surprise but I am really regretting it right now! Thats ok though I will work it off tomorrow! I need to loose 15 lb and then I will be at my goal weight with all my baby fat off :) It probably doesnt help that I went to QT with Des and am drinking a mountain dew....o well it sure does taste good :)

There is a pic of me and Des with our QT lovers!
Im kinda upset because I havent really talked to Chad that much today but its good for us to have space :) Thats what this blog is for! It also helps us grow closer and more dependent on the Lord which is the most awesome feeling in the world! But anyways as Chad is at the gym getting swoll, im here getting fat so im gonna sleep away my problems! <3 ya!!!! Mel

GOODNIGHT! :)
xoxo

Just an ordinary Monday ;)

Well, today was a great day! I was able to wake up to a beautiful sun and the love of my life's face. I was able to see the man i'm gonna spend the rest of my life with. It was an awesome feeling. As I was getting ready for class I would walk by frequently to see if maybe he was awake...but he was sound asleep. So when I was done I packed up my stuff and went to class, as I got to class I was eager to turn on Skype but he was still asleep. I was ok with that too because I was able to still see his sexy face and body ;) After class I went to the Student Union to eat brunch with my roommate and I ended up getting a breakfast burrito which hit the spot! After I was done eating I was able to go to Chapel where I had great fellowship with all different kinds of people. I felt so at peace there, so comfortable. I loved the worship today, I was just able to close my eyes, lift my hands, and really surrender to my Dad. It was an awesome feeling! After worship the basketball coach spoke to us, it was so cool to see how he never gave up on God even though hes been through so much! I think its so encouraging to see someone have that much passion and motivation for the Lord! I thank God that he surrounds me with people who so spiritually mature! I don't know where I would be if it weren't for them. After Chapel I had to go straight to class! If it wasn't for my long board I probably would have been late! But thank the good Lord I made it! There again I was able to Skype my best friend and it just made my day so much better!! I was able to go to Starbucks with my best friends and watch some inter-mural football! Today was a great day :) I am so blessed to be able to wake up knowing I can pray freely and worship the Lord for and also to have so many great loving people in my life! I miss back home so much more now and I'm ready for it to be summer! I continue to pry that the Lord gives me strength and motivation for the year! For some reason I am so incredibly tired and really considering falling asleep right now. I am just so thankful for everything in my life right now. The Lord makes all things work together for our good!

Back to Square One

This is where I belong :)

Healing through prayers

This evening when I got home from Desi's house I decided to go long boarding with her and talk to my friend Kelli as well. It was great to be in the presence of my friends because we are all able to relate through each other in some kind of way whether it be with boys or finding God again. It was cool just to bond and really spend time with each other. When I was done there I was able to see Natalie and we ended up going to Taco Bell which was fun because I was able to share with her some of the spiritual warfare stories that I have been going through and we were able to pray for each other. But when I got back to campus, I was walking back to my dorm and I heard a yelling from the fifth floor of Prescott saying "Guys come up and pray with us!" SO of course me, Des, and Natalie went up there. When we arrived to the top floor there were more people than I had expected and I didn't know any of them, so immediately I introduced myself to the six others. I had seen them around campus but didn't know they were involved with prayer groups and such. So as I sat down to pray with them, the word had really affected me and for some reason I just had become so nervous when it was my turn but then instantly I knew that was the enemy. I know the Lord would speak through me or else he wouldn't have put me in that situation. It was such a peaceful environment and I loved the fellowship. Its so cool to see how much this campus is growing in the Lord. I wasn't aware how much spiritual activity is going on and every day I'm discovering more and more of it. I know the Lord has big plans for this campus and I just pray that He really uses the people here to reach out to others who really need Him. I also pray that he just lets me bond so much more with them and have that great spiritual accountability type of friendship here at school. Anyways, that was my day split up in two different posts! Have a great rest of your night :) <3

Learning Through Trials

Well today was an eventful day. After only getting two hours of sleep last night from spiritual warfare, I woke up so tired and exhausted both mentally and physically. I didn't know how to handle myself and the last thing I wanted to do was stay at home. So I went to church with one of my best friends Dessi. It was good to get out in a place to worship the Lord. Both today and yesterday I have been so thirsty for it. Ive been so in love with my Father. I have been praying for motivation in my life not only with school, but also with keeping connected with the Lord and persevering in finding him even when I have nothing or am content with my life. These past couple days the Lord has been molding my heart to be the girl He made me to be and im so excited to see how that is going to play out. Our God is so awesome, flawless, caring, loving, forgiving, and so much more. I am yearning to become more like him. When people say my name I want them to be like oh shes different and so Christ like. It amazes me how hard it is to follow these character traits sometimes though. It looks so easy but living in such a corrupt world makes it so hard. It seriously blows my mind how loving our God is. We seriously fail him so many times in a day and hes still there with open arms and waiting for you to run back. I continue to ask the Lord for Him to reveal himself to me, and last night He definitely did by helping me sleep, even though it was only for two hours he still defeated the enemy when I couldn't fight anymore. That's another thing I learned a lot from last night, the Lord will never put us through things we cant handle. I think its cool that the Lord knows my heart so well that he is able to judge what I can and cant take on my plate. So after church I went to Olive Garden with the Concepcions and we had a great time! It made me so homesick though and I definitely miss my family so much more! I am so blessed to be put here where I can be loved on and taken care of though. I have so many people who genuinely care about me and they have showed it to me in ways I cant even explain lately. The Lord has seriously revealed miraculous things to me this past 24 hours. He gave me conformation on who my husband will be and gave me peace about the situation. I just need to focus on God, school, and family right now before I can get into anything serious though. I know we can make it because he is such a great leader and I just continue to pray that one day too I can be on his level spiritually. I know that I am only 19 and I still have a lot of maturing to do but I am ready for the changes to be made. Im not sure what I have planned for the rest of the night but I know im going to bed early since I have class at 8 am. I might have a longboarding sesh with my roommates and maybe work off all that Olive Garden I had today but who knows? ANyways gonna go get some shut eye to make up for last night!
Keep me in your prayers and thoughts,
Mel